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Invisible Parents


When you look back
at all of the memories
you start to see
how difficult it must have been.

And you begin to learn
who your parents really are.

The choices they made
and the ones made for them.

And throughout all of the laughter,
the lessons and the love
you learn that your parents are only children
grown up.

And only then do you realise
how difficult the world really is,
and how truly thankful you are
for their sacrifice to love each other,
and to love you.

Look back, and then look forward.

(Credits to Mike Buonaiuto – please follow the Youtube link for more info)

20/01/2013 Posted by | Personal | , , | Leave a comment

The wonder of one-in-a-million love…


If I should die this very moment
I wouldn’t fear
For I’ve never known completeness
Like being here

Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you
Still my heart this moment
Or it might burst
Could we stay right here
Until the end of time until the earth stops turning
Wanna love you until the seas run dry
I’ve found the one I’ve waited for

All this time I’ve loved you
And never known your face
All this time I’ve missed you
And searched this human race
Here is true peace
Here my heart knows calm
Safe in your soul
Bathed in your sighs

Wanna stay right here
Until the end of time
‘Til the earth stops turning
Gonna love you until the seas run dry
I’ve found the one I’ve waited for

The one I’ve waited for

All I’ve known
All I’ve done
All I’ve felt was leading to this
All I’ve known
All I’ve done
All I’ve felt was leading to this

Wanna stay right here
‘Til the end of time ’till the earth stops turning
I’m gonna love you till the seas run dry
I’ve found the one I’ve waited for
The one I’ve waited for
The one I’ve waited for

Wanna stay right here
‘Til the end of time ’till the earth stops turning
I’m gonna love you till the seas run dry

I’ve found the one I’ve waited for
The one I’ve waited for
The one I’ve waited for

30/05/2009 Posted by | Personal | | 1 Comment

My sense of humor…


You will like my sense of humor
You will be addicted to my smile
Laughing all the while
And I will end each conversation
I will leave the room with upper hand
And you will understand

You will find my scent attractive
You will like my real, engaging eyes
And playful, childlike smile
You will find my style appealing
I will overpower you with wits
And I will be a hit

If only you’d run to me
If only you’d come to me
If only you’d relax upon your rules
And dare to be love’s fool
If only you’d come for me
If only you’d run to me
If only you’d relax upon those rules
And dare to be love’s fool

Waking up from a coma (tossing, turning)
Sweat has covered my body (my mouth felt dry)
My life flashing before me (nothing much to say)
Still it was so boring (did you hear me sing?)
Only I could adore you (the wind through the trees)
Silently barking orders (rushing up to me)
This is only beginning (don’t anger the sea)
Oh, the wave’s crashing higher and higher on me

Crash, crash, crash, crash

If only you’d relax upon your rules
And dare to be love’s fool
If only you’d run to me
All the blinking lights, noise of eternity (if only you’d come to me)
All the sentences swirling inside of me (you will like my sense of humor)
Inside of me (and dare to be love’s fool)
(If only you’d come to me)
I have censored my eyes, I get drawn through my ears (if only you’d run to me)
Redirected desire now
It comes out as tears (you will like my sense of humor)
You know, it comes out as tears (and dare to be love’s fool)

You will like my sense of humor
You will like my sense of humor

22/01/2009 Posted by | Personal | | Leave a comment

When you love someone…


Very often I cannot find the right words to tell you how much I love you.
Today I found something that may help me… -)

You: Do I ever cross your mind?
Me: No
You: Do you like me?
Me: Not really
You: Would you hug me?
Me: No
You: Do you want me?
Me: No
You: Would you cry if I left?
Me: No
You: Would you live for me?
Me: No
You: Would you do anything for me?
Me: No
You: Will you choose me or your life?
Me: My life

Then you ran away in shock and pain…
And you never heard the truth…
And the truth is that…

…The reason you never cross my mind is because you’re always on my mind…
…The reason why I don’t like you is because I LOVE YOU
…The reason I won’t hug you is because I want to hold you in my arms and NEVER let go…
…The reason I don’t want you is because I NEED YOU
…The reason I wouldn’t cry if you left is because I WOULD DIE IF YOU LEFT...

…The reason I wouldn’t live for you is because I WOULD DIE FOR YOU
…The reason why I’m not willing to do anything for you is because I WOULD DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU
…The reason I chose my life is because YOU ARE MY LIFE

I really do love you deeply…

29/12/2008 Posted by | Personal | | Leave a comment